March 23, 2008

Lay Her Down And Hit Her InTo PLace With A Rubber Mallet



Snap shot of me and the ol' man after a long day of dig'n dirt and laying concrete block in my back yard to extend the porch line.
After everything is done we drink a few beers and get real sissy-like sweep'n & rake'n sand all around... now that's really hardcore.

March 22, 2008

Sunshine At My Back Wind In Mothers Face



Enjoying a nice lunch with the folks during my fathers 60th birthday weekend.
6 FEET UNDER

February 03, 2008

Why Not Spoil Your Fun With A Gun

ha ha ha ha... I hate sports, but had to watch this one unfold from beginning to end.

GIANTS 17 - PATRIOTS 14

I love to watch things that are 'perfect' get broken... that's the way life really is. Nothing is forever.... stupid sports.

February 02, 2008

The Sun... The Sun... The Sun Comes Out

So my fish 'Cerise' thought it would be a great idea to pull a disappearing act on me today. I had just cleaned his bowl this morning and placed him in my office for the afternoon. I went downstairs to hang out with Linton for a few hours. After he left I walked up to my office and sat down to work, only to look over to an empty fish bowl. I thought... he must be hidden on the edge because the bowl is curved... but nope... there was no fish to be found in that bowl at all. Then I thought... did someone come into my house and steal my fish... did Linton steal my fish...not likely. What the hell had transpired here? Where is my fish?

He hadn't jumped onto my office desk or in any of my office gear so that left only one option.... he jumped down 10 flights of stairs and would be found in a pair of my sneakers... and there he was found. Now I'm not sure how long he had been out of water, but I took him to the bathroom sink and put him under some running water and he sprung to life. I placed him back into his fish bowl and things resumed like they had before.... silly little fish. I actually thought I was going mad for a few minutes there... thinking... Do I really own a fish or has it all been my imagination.

I write this only because this is the last fish of the 2 that were purchased for the Youngblood show back in December. I had used the gold one 'Cadmium' in the gallery show for the work ' Sonnenrad 65' (sonnenrad being the german word for 'sun wheel' and 65 being the number species classified in the genus Betta.) Now Cadmium lasted thru the entire length of the month long show but died do to cold tempertures after I got him home. So this red one 'Cerise' is the last.

I went thru several differnt types of gold fish before I settled on using Bettas for the show... mostly because they are a very hearty fish. Hense the reason this one was able to live outside of his bowl for what could have been up to 2 hours. Tough little fish the Betta.

Ohh also if you were wondering... it's you who is spelling betta wrong... not me. The name Betta (or betta) is pronounced /ˈbɛtə/. That is, the first part is the same as the English word bet. By confusion with the name of the Greek letter beta, the name is often pronounced /ˈbeɪtə/ in American English, and may be misspelled with one t. The name of the genus is unrelated to that of the Greek letter, being derived from ikan bettah, in a local language in Thailand. So get it right people.

I also used betta fish in my works for a show a few years back in Texas... 4 of them. However those fish were not alive, none of the creatures in the work were... they were all euthanized for the aesthetic sake of the piece. So having done that... I feel i need to keep this little red guy alive as long as I can... but when he goes he'll get pickled like the rest and end up in a painting anyways. What is a fish to do when Schaefer gets a hold of them right... All those goldfish I had as a kid that would kill themselves by jumping out of there bowl must have known what was to come years down the road. Maybe this one was getting signals from another realm to jump... jump... jump... or maybe it was the Bowie song playing in the background... you know the one from the 'Black Tie White Noise' album... 'Jump They Say'. Yeah that was playing upstairs at or about the time... erie huh.

January 30, 2008

A Gamblers Way Playing Hands Of Great Feet




Had a root canal performed on me earlier this morning... my 5th. Most people hate any kind of dental work... especially root canals, however I find all these dental procedures absolutely fascinating. I'm always asking for a mirror to see what is going on in there. The only thing that really was creeping me out the entire 4 hours I was sitting in the chair was the motorized numbs that were working my back. You see, my dentist has massage chairs. While most people would consider this a godsend when you have to sit in the same place for hours at a time, I find it highly unnerveing to have something working up and down my back for hours on end and it not be an attractive woman. I've never liked those chairs. Makes me think of erie David Cronenberg film moments. That something mechanical goes haywire, bursts out of the chair, into my back and out my chest. It's odd I find this more unpleasant then the smell of burning flesh, tooth and bone emanating from my mouth, but I do.

I took a number of different photographs throughout the procedure and will probably begin to incorporate them into a new set of oil paintings for the 'Fluoride' show. We'll see... I have a number of different pieces in the works for that show right now, but they are all on hold while I finish up stuff for the upcoming show. But for the Fluoride show I have some really interesting ideas that I've just recently concepted out for some very disturbing large scale paintings. They are basically large pieces of stretched blue dental dam rubber with a tooth and several instruments making up the center of the piece. Some real world looking documentation of actual dental procedures. Should be really fun... lots of blood and drilling.